Happy 2015! Though it is a little late in coming. This blog isn’t dead. Not yet anyway. I still think I have a love for writing. It is just that.. these days I cannot seem to muster the effort and energy in me to write. I want to write and post some nice pictures but I don’t have much of the latter, other than the usual same old food that I eat which I flood my Instagram account with. And I don’t want to just type in a barrage of words here that get lost in cyberspace as I rattle on endlessly and start to go into a downward spiral of grouses and self-pity.
Anyway, yes 2015 has dawned upon us, and how apt to have this picture taken on an early morning. This was in December 2014, perhaps on Christmas Day or Boxing Day, while I was in Bangkok for my final holiday of 2014. My most enjoyed and anticipated time of the year came and went so fast that I didn’t even have the time to slowly savour it. I seem to have gotten myself lost in a whirl of rushing from place to place that I don’t know if I have already lost everything.
2015 is a new start. It is the year of restoration and I have seen one tangible restoration already. It happened but perhaps with His prompting that I did it. It is not always the case that people walk out of your life and chance back on the journey again, but there are some who have indeed got off and have hopped back on again, and I am thankful for that.
I would like to get myself restored as well. My peace of mind and my love of life, if I have ever felt that. I want meaning back in my life, and kick that negativity and passive-aggressiveness out for good.