Sometimes I miss it so much it hurts.
Other times I would think about it and heave a sigh of relief that it is not a feeling I have to experience now.
Yet… human beings just cannot help bemoaning the loss of something that we once had but did not appreciate.
And it is so tiring and amusing at the same time that in life, we are often patronised by people around, just like how sometimes we realise that we are also being patronising to some others.
It takes a flaw to know what is not. Similarly, it is only with something not so good that we are able to discern the good.